December 2011
7 posts
You broke me.
Crying again...
I love how you said “we can still be friends” yet we haven’t talked since. I’ve never loved and hated someone so much in my entire life. You are the reason I’ll never open myself up to anyone ever again.
25lbs
I’ve only lost 25lbs in the last like 2 months. WTF man? back 2 no eating. Who cares? as long as it gets done it doesn’t matter how it gets done.
November 2011
18 posts
24 hours
Till he’s in my arms<3
:)
Just ordered his birthday present. Hopefully he loves it!
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Why do I try so hard for someone who:
……I wrote a whole entire list of everything he isn’t. Everything he doesn’t do, everything that makes him look bad. I wouldn’t post it, cause I know everything that makes him absolutely amazing. That’s why I try so hard….because I love him. He can break my heart a million times and I will love him the same, If I knew...
Another Class Assignment
“If You Really Knew Me”
My English teacher comes up with the craziest assignments. This time, it was an assignment to her and only her. No reading it to the class so we could critique each other. She wanted us to write “If You Really Knew Me” and then list things. Secrets, things that aren’t obvious then once she reads them, she would take off all the names and pass them around the class. We had...
Nothing Worth Having Comes Easy
I don’t wanna be the weak one, the one who gives in. I don’t want to be rejected. I don’t want to put my heart out there and then have it drop to the pits of my stomach all over again. I’d like to believe if I asked you’d say yes, but I don’t. I know you’re not ready, I know that when you are you will ask me to be yours “officially”. I feel so...
30 Days of Thankfulness (list one)
30 Day Challenge for November about everything I’m thankful for. Since I know I wont keep up I’m doing TWO lists of what I’m thankful for instead of doing it day by day
LIST ONE:
Second Chances
Phone Calls Before Bed
Random “I Love You” Texts
Wednesday Nights
Kisses When I Least Expect Them
Sweet Songs at The End of Arguments
“My Boo” Alicia Keys...
Dear 21
21,
You are amazing. The things you say, the things you do, the way you look at me. It’s all a part of what makes you absolutely perfect. I don’t understand how you could down yourself so much. You’re sweet (even if you deny it), you’re smart, and sensitive (not too sensitive). You are proud of who you are and you don’t let anything stand in your way which is so admirable. I love...
October 2011
3 posts
If Today Was Your Last Day
If you died today what are you leaving behind? I don’t care if you’re Christian or Atheist, I don’t care if you believe in the afterlife or reincarnation. I’m not asking what happens after you die; I’m asking what you have done with your life. Would you be satisfied with what you have accomplished? There are so many questions that could be asked. Questions that would never cross your mind until...
That Moment...
That moment when you realized “they will get what’s coming to them” isn’t coming as quick as you hoped it would. Why are you here when they are living it up? What does it matter if they “get what’s coming” in a few years? What about the present? Just food for thought.