Why do I try so hard for someone who:

……I wrote a whole entire list of everything he isn’t. Everything he doesn’t do, everything that makes him look bad. I wouldn’t post it, cause I know everything that makes him absolutely amazing. That’s why I try so hard….because I love him. He can break my heart a million times and I will love him the same, If I knew that things would end terribly I would love him anyway. Even right now, in the middle of a huge fight i’m thinking of ways to make myself perfect for him. :(